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DEITY

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1.
Oversight 03:28
The grasp it has on me, taking control. There is no, there is no turning back. Grant me. This new power. Disengage my thoughts inside. The grasp you have upon me, Smother. Now there is no turning back. Lead me into this realm. Feed me, your energy, this unbound power. Lacerating wounds head to toe. Living inside of me, a part of me take control of me. The grasp it has on me. There is, there is no there is no turning back. Approaching me. Accepting, this Deity.
2.
Awakening in a cold damp sweat. Shaken from dreams I can't forget. Visions of blood ripping flesh to the bone. Break from the norm. Split from the seams that we’ve all worn. I can’t feel, but I still try. I've become aware of my fate. Follow me into this abandoned place. I am awake from this realization. I am fighting for the rest of my life. Isolation. Desolate. Isolation. Break away. These memories are not my own. Breaking away. Leaving no trace. Take away, the only pulse I have left. Everyday I’m isolated. I’ll break a way, and rip the threads. The aching pain inside my head it's piercing through me. Why can’t I, why can’t I wake. I wake in a cold sweat. Drenched head to toe. I take it everything is lost, and abandoned. Bury all your secrets. Stored away, and left behind. Leave no trace i'll never look back. In my head. Don’t look back. Am I dreaming, or sleeping? Break a way. From this hell.
3.
Hypnos 02:32
Sleep, which brings relief. Vivid details outline my own imagery. A masterpiece created by fantasy. My addiction, to this canvas painted reality. Haunted by what I've held inside. I've been betrayed. By my, by my own mind. My own mind. Slowly it crept its way inside, and everything begins to change. Colors begin to dissipate. This room has grown so goddamn cold. I can’t escape. Frozen I stare at the one before me. Unspoken I'm weighed down with my doubts, and uncertainty. Wake me, i'll scream as he reaches towards me. I’ll beg and plea. As he reaches to take me, please wake me.
4.
Senseless 04:28
Senseless Minds. Pulling me back. Watching as the skin turns cold. Weak minds acting out on their own. Save me before it takes hold. Finally i’ve lost control. My own entity stares from a dull cracked window. On the outside looking in. I forgot where it began. Forgive me. Sedation slowly creeps inside of me. Pulling me back into the unknown. Peeling away, and seeking my thoughts. Across my mind deteriorate through time. Compressing all my memories from that dreadful day. Falling into a dark despair. I've been crawling my way out. I'm so sick of it. No end in sight. Tortured, but I cannot feel any pain. I will not collapse under the pressure you build. I crave, and I caress your face for one final time. one cold touch. I can feel, I can feel the darkness around me. Sustained chances are just in sight. Now's your chance to feel alive. Feel alive.
5.
Grey Matter 04:52
Year after year, intricately threading all these concepts of a perfect world. Sustained beauty, left me believing. Year after year. This can’t be the way out, there has to be another route. Find my mind racing, losing focus. Let go, reflect. By observation. Your absorption of my memory. Imagining this world alone. Speculating this outcome. Relief comes, it comes with such worry. It's in my head, it's calling me. I want it dead, it is killing me. I can’t shake this feeling, Interfering with my head. I feel so Insecure. Falsifying all pleasure. Perception of a fix, or cure. Can’t believe, can’t perceive. You don’t even know me. A brainchild of a lonely soul. I am a ghost. You can’t see right through me as you glance, and you can’t recognize my face. You don’t even know me. I am empty inside alone in this room with my thoughts. Don’t let me go. Your absorption of my memories. Imagining this world alone. All I have left is my consciousness. What have I, what have I done. A cold, and relentless place. I can take the pain away. You don’t even know me. A brainchild of a lonely soul. All I have left is my consciousness.
6.
Vantablack 01:37
(Instrumental)
7.
Delusion 04:37
Pale, Lifeless. I lay beneath the weight of my own doing. So enticing, inviting one to a lifetime of pain, and agony. Inside of me you take control, and twist my thoughts around manipulating everyone I love. The agony inside is killing me. Just let me be. You take control, manipulate my soul. I cannot shake this feeling of this internal being. It rips away, it claws inside, it pulls me down below. This Deity inside of me tears my body limb from limb. Claws inside me rip away. Torn from the inside. Left with my sanity. Have I crossed a fine line, and welcomed my enemy? Dismembered I’ve become. I cannot overcome this gravitational pull. You have taken full control. I take it you don’t feel pain. You are the reason I’ve gone insane. I will not give in again. I know now what I have to do to end you. I will take my own life just to end yours, and sing my self to sleep. I am sorry mother. I know what I meant to you.
8.
Dark Matter 05:41
Erratic motions bottled up inside of me. The fear in your eyes they tell me otherwise. They tell me otherwise. As helpless as you seem, I love to hear you scream. I step back, and take one more look at your beautiful face. Why do you torture me, you put me in this horrible place. You drove me to this state. I stuck around, as you pushed away. The sound is so satisfying as it is unpleasant. I lose my mind. You set me off. I’ll take away the pain. I never learned to love someone who loves to hate. The sound is so satisfying as it is unpleasant. You love me, you cant escape me. Until I no longer recognize you. Lacerations cover your body from head to toe. I can no longer hear a sound. This pain inside it feeds on me. I cannot restrain it as it speaks to me. I ask it why would you ever leave. Out of breathe, and on edge. Ten years of regret. In fear you hope I forget the cause of my misery. I must restrain. I spill the blood of the ones I love. Will you please take me now. You took us on the path of our dissolution. It cut my heart off, and spoke to me. The scent of you lingers. As helpless as you seem. I love to hear you scream. I’ll take away the pain.
9.
Cultus 03:06
Awaken me, I am reborn. I was left to die gasping for my last breath, grasping for what's left. Before I fall into my certain hell. Flush the pain, blur my thoughts. You watch my body rot. Altercating. Can't you see, Look at me. I'm right in front of you. Vision impaired. Adjust my sight. I can see the light. Swallow thee, follow me down. Take me to this realm, no sign of life in sight. Face to face with death, I look you in the eyes. This hell is all to real, I will not be your servant, your slave. I see the true face of eternal misery. So cold, it pulls me in. Satisfy your taste. Crushing, from the inside. Out of time, interfere. Slip away from your grasp, exhale calamity. Take me home. I can breathe taking back, my own identity. Crush the weight of my deity.
10.
The sunlight calling me. Setting I rise I close my eyes, resurrect. Alteration. To the ones I love, I am sorry for my possession. From my damaging soul. I was left to die gasping for my last breathe. Before I fall. Do, do you understand where I am coming from? I’ve, I’ve gone insane. I am losing my memory. Im broken. No longer, In control.
11.
(Instrumental)
12.
False Gods 05:08
Imprisoned in a fragile state of mind. I’m lost in a maze of my own design. These bars rusted over in time. I'm still slipping through the crevices of decaying life. Shook from the outcome i’ve lost it all. Still grasping for a meaning of life before the fall. Burned at the stake for every single regret i've made. I'm lost in the snakes. In my own bed I lay. Deceitful lies buried deep. Twisting, and tearing away. Let me be. Tormented I am your slave. You place me under your strings. Forgive me. I have lost faith. There is no escaping this fate. Can’t save a poisoned mind. Slip away with the flow of time. Set me free. Remove these shackles from my veins. Numb from he strain. They left me numb, I cannot feel a thing. I’m a bleak Barron imitation. I am ashamed of this world. Shed with whats left, and torn I’ll stray from the path. I'll Falter back till relapse. Relapse.
13.
Deity 05:33
Visions alive. Corroding through a sulking mind. Past Scenes of brutality. This blood in my hands feels so Devine. Nervous systems fail. Disconnected from a conscious mind Controlled, Lost. Who I am in this present time. Break ways with these vicious ties. Coward trapped in a selfish paradox. Show me the light, because I've lost sight. You claim the head of this throne. Situation gone awry. Mixed creation of human kind. By the blood of those who are divine. Disguised Deity. Look at life through another's eyes. Separate my body from this soul. Let yourself give into me. Accept the fact your faith and the rest of what you believe is obsolete. Pray for the end to come. Embrace for the ascension. Fall to me. In the end you will bow to me. Bow to me. Wake a new. You’ve unlocked what's been waiting inside of you. Self delusion your reflection becomes so unfamiliar to your own eyes. Retrace these lines. Retrace, these lines, that flow through my mind.

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The long awaited debut album is here. A 50 minute 13 track album that will please old, and new fans. A heavy, dark, emotional concept album where each song tells its own story. Either from a personal, or relatable experience. The "Deity" can be viewed as a higher power that takes control internally, or externally. Taking control of you mentally, or physically. We hope you enjoy this album, and thank you for sticking with us.

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released December 6, 2019

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Christopher Mora of Warehorse Studios

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